Need for guide??

Are my expectations to high

Or my words not clear?

Is it too difficult to give

What I wish dear?

 

I wish I could put more words

I could explain better

But then I craved you would
feel the need to know me

I know I could write once and for all
My wishes, needs and desires
A handy guide to refer
and know the right action

I know I could make your life easier
We can live happily without knowing each other
But thats what I dread about
Won't help you there, not now, not ever.

Moods, dreams, wishes, insanities,
make me who I am.
I wish you try to know the real me
One argument, tiff or finding a time

Take the pain, go the hard way,
Don't look at me for a cheat sheet on emotions
Coz, If you can't hear my silence
I wonder if my words would matter...